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Companions reaction to Hawke falling in battle.
THIS REALLY REINFORCES WHY I LOVE DRAGON AGE 2 THE MOST.
Anders and Bethany really take the biscuit for most heartfelt voice acting here 😭❀ #fenris #Anders #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenhawke #hawkeanderson #dragonage2 #dragonageorigins
#dragonageinquisition #bioware #hawke #varrictethras #inquisitor #greywardens #alistairtheirin #malehawke #aveline #bethanyhawke #carverhawke #merrill #isabella #masseffect #masseffectandromeda #cullenrutherford #kirkwall #thedas #elvish #Dalish #mage #templar #bioware

Companions reaction to Hawke falling in battle. THIS REALLY REINFORCES WHY I LOVE DRAGON AGE 2 THE MOST. Anders and Bethany really take the biscuit for most heartfelt voice acting here 😭❀ #fenris #Anders #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenhawke #hawkeanderson #dragonage2 #dragonageorigins #dragonageinquisition #bioware #hawke #varrictethras #inquisitor #greywardens #alistairtheirin #malehawke #aveline #bethanyhawke #carverhawke #merrill #isabella #masseffect #masseffectandromeda #cullenrutherford #kirkwall #thedas #elvish #Dalish #mage #templar #bioware

Here is a soppy emotional post to my beautiful girl, the fenris to my Anders ;') @insta_tasha_art
Like many people on this app, I've met lots of different people who brighten my day and make me genuinly happy (over nerdy things xD)
BUT this time I genuinly get to meet her! She's flying from The Netherlands to England for a convention but I get to welcome her here πŸ’” :''') we've been talking for over a year and this was the start to our friendship πŸ˜‚ ///we were crying about Solas and elves from Dragon age/// πŸ˜‚
So yeah. I'm going to be a big emotional embarrassed pile of human. But I'm so excited and I love her to death.
#internetfriend #notforlongmwhahaha #dragonage #fenrisxanders #ily #friendanniversary

Here is a soppy emotional post to my beautiful girl, the fenris to my Anders ;') @insta_tasha_art Like many people on this app, I've met lots of different people who brighten my day and make me genuinly happy (over nerdy things xD) BUT this time I genuinly get to meet her! She's flying from The Netherlands to England for a convention but I get to welcome her here πŸ’” :''') we've been talking for over a year and this was the start to our friendship πŸ˜‚ ///we were crying about Solas and elves from Dragon age/// πŸ˜‚ So yeah. I'm going to be a big emotional embarrassed pile of human. But I'm so excited and I love her to death. #internetfriend #notforlongmwhahaha #dragonage #fenrisxanders #ily #friendanniversary

'Love me Fenris-'
'Anders go and throw yourself from the top of the chantry-'
'Only if you come with me-'
'I hate you-'
'I know-' πŸ’•
#dragonage #dragonage2 #fenris #Anders #dragonageorigins #dragonageinquisition #Hawke #varrictethras #bioware #fenrisxanders #garrethawke

'Love me Fenris-' 'Anders go and throw yourself from the top of the chantry-' 'Only if you come with me-' 'I hate you-' 'I know-' πŸ’• #dragonage #dragonage2 #fenris #Anders #dragonageorigins #dragonageinquisition #Hawke #varrictethras #bioware #fenrisxanders #garrethawke

I'm so so excited to cosplay him like y'all don't even know.
Precious haunted kitten boy too pure for this world πŸ‘‘β€πŸ’• #Anders #dragonage2 #dragonageorigins #dragonageinquisition #bioware #Hawke #malehawke #hawkexanders #fenders #fenrisxanders #cosplay #cosplan #mcmexpo #londoncomicon

I'm so so excited to cosplay him like y'all don't even know. Precious haunted kitten boy too pure for this world πŸ‘‘β€πŸ’• #Anders #dragonage2 #dragonageorigins #dragonageinquisition #bioware #Hawke #malehawke #hawkexanders #fenders #fenrisxanders #cosplay #cosplan #mcmexpo #londoncomicon

Progress on my Anders Staff for comicon. I don't think you guys know how much effort I'm putting into this X'D
There's something about Anders character that jUST makes me feeeel. Unlike My baby fenris who's story is obviously Sad and it obviously haunts him. Anders has suffered the oppression of society time and time and time again until eventually he became the villian people made him out to be. And THAT JUST sLAYS MY HEART. #Anders #dragonage2 #anderscosplay #dragonagecosplay #biowarecosplay #mage #magestaff #magic #elven #dragonageorigins #dragonageinquisition #bioware #Hawke #malehawke #varrictethras #hawkexanders #fenders #fenris #fenrisxanders #cosplay #cosplan #mcmexpo #londoncomicon

Progress on my Anders Staff for comicon. I don't think you guys know how much effort I'm putting into this X'D There's something about Anders character that jUST makes me feeeel. Unlike My baby fenris who's story is obviously Sad and it obviously haunts him. Anders has suffered the oppression of society time and time and time again until eventually he became the villian people made him out to be. And THAT JUST sLAYS MY HEART. #Anders #dragonage2 #anderscosplay #dragonagecosplay #biowarecosplay #mage #magestaff #magic #elven #dragonageorigins #dragonageinquisition #bioware #Hawke #malehawke #varrictethras #hawkexanders #fenders #fenris #fenrisxanders #cosplay #cosplan #mcmexpo #londoncomicon

Quick little Fenders piece- love me my elf and mage

Quick little Fenders piece- love me my elf and mage

This is like one of my favourite fan arts ive found I wish i knew the artist. Little Japanese styled Hawke and Anders :')
so silky and beautiful πŸ’”β€ #Anders #dragonage2 #dragonageorigins #dragonageawakening #dragonageinquisition #bioware #Hawke #malehawke #garretthawke #hawkexanders #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #varrictethras #inquisitor #cosplay #cosplan #mcmexpo #londoncomicon

This is like one of my favourite fan arts ive found I wish i knew the artist. Little Japanese styled Hawke and Anders :') so silky and beautiful πŸ’”β€ #Anders #dragonage2 #dragonageorigins #dragonageawakening #dragonageinquisition #bioware #Hawke #malehawke #garretthawke #hawkexanders #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #varrictethras #inquisitor #cosplay #cosplan #mcmexpo #londoncomicon

I don't have the cosplay finished but enjoy the makeup and wig πŸ˜‰πŸ˜‰πŸ’•β€ I'M SO EXCITED.
FREE THE MAGES
#Anders #dragonage2 #dragonageorigins #dragonageawakening #dragonageinquisition #bioware #Hawke #malehawke #garretthawke #hawkexanders #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #varrictethras #inquisitor #cosplay #cosplan #mcmexpo #londoncomicon

I don't have the cosplay finished but enjoy the makeup and wig πŸ˜‰πŸ˜‰πŸ’•β€ I'M SO EXCITED. FREE THE MAGES #Anders #dragonage2 #dragonageorigins #dragonageawakening #dragonageinquisition #bioware #Hawke #malehawke #garretthawke #hawkexanders #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #varrictethras #inquisitor #cosplay #cosplan #mcmexpo #londoncomicon

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Quick little Fenders piece- love me my elf and mage

Quick little Fenders piece- love me my elf and mage

Sappheiros's Ethereal World
The sketch was done on a different procreate file. but I wanted the canvas larger, so half of the recording is gone.
#speedpaint #speeddrawing #speedpainting #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonagefanart #dragonageanders #andersdragonage #dragonagefenris #anders #fenris #andersxfenris #fenders #fenrisxanders

Sappheiros's Ethereal World The sketch was done on a different procreate file. but I wanted the canvas larger, so half of the recording is gone. #speedpaint #speeddrawing #speedpainting #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonagefanart #dragonageanders #andersdragonage #dragonagefenris #anders #fenris #andersxfenris #fenders #fenrisxanders

I seem to be into love HATE relationships. #fenders #fenrisxanders #fanart #andersxfenris #lovehate #wip #pen #dragonage #dragonage2 #fenris #anders #gay
........................................................... *RivalryπŸ”»+20*
*Brooding Intensifies* #peculiarcosplay

........................................................... *RivalryπŸ”»+20* *Brooding Intensifies* #peculiarcosplay

Anders is talking about mage rights, obviously. It is of course annoying, but Fenris is quite used to it. And, of course, he is comfy. That is absolutely the only reason he is leaning on him. None other. (Look at how pretty we were as those two fools)
#luccacomics2017 #luccacomicsandgames2017 #fenders #fenrisxanders #andersxfenris #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonagecosplay #dragonage2cosplay #dragonageII #dragonageIIcosplay #anderscosplay #fenriscosplay #crossplay #kirkwallgang #otp #lacefrontwig #cosplay #fantasy #mage #elf #mxm #malexmale #slashship #slash #fakeelfears #enemiestolovers

Anders is talking about mage rights, obviously. It is of course annoying, but Fenris is quite used to it. And, of course, he is comfy. That is absolutely the only reason he is leaning on him. None other. (Look at how pretty we were as those two fools) #luccacomics2017 #luccacomicsandgames2017 #fenders #fenrisxanders #andersxfenris #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonagecosplay #dragonage2cosplay #dragonageII #dragonageIIcosplay #anderscosplay #fenriscosplay #crossplay #kirkwallgang #otp #lacefrontwig #cosplay #fantasy #mage #elf #mxm #malexmale #slashship #slash #fakeelfears #enemiestolovers

When #Fenris makes fun of the mage for wearing feathery garb. God, I'm so glad I went camping with you guys (I don't think I'm friends with y'all on social medias but, pass it on!) for the record, #Anders was rubbing their arm and adjusting, and all I saw was an opportunity. XD .
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Had such a blast taking schoompy pics with Holly as #Anders, not normally my ship, but we make a good #Fenders pair so. We need to hit it up again asap. .
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πŸ“· by @immortal_beast_zerodayz #cosplay #Anders #AndersCosplay #FenrisCosplay #DragonAgeCosplay #DragonAge2 #DA2 #da2cosplay #fantasy #elves #mages #ship #FendersCosplay #FendersShip #FenrisXAnders #camping #cosplaycamp #kindaLARP #tbt

When #Fenris makes fun of the mage for wearing feathery garb. God, I'm so glad I went camping with you guys (I don't think I'm friends with y'all on social medias but, pass it on!) for the record, #Anders was rubbing their arm and adjusting, and all I saw was an opportunity. XD . . Had such a blast taking schoompy pics with Holly as #Anders, not normally my ship, but we make a good #Fenders pair so. We need to hit it up again asap. . . πŸ“· by @immortal_beast_zerodayz #cosplay #Anders #AndersCosplay #FenrisCosplay #DragonAgeCosplay #DragonAge2 #DA2 #da2cosplay #fantasy #elves #mages #ship #FendersCosplay #FendersShip #FenrisXAnders #camping #cosplaycamp #kindaLARP #tbt

I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same #fenders #modernAU #fenrisxanders #andersxfenris #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonagecosplay #dragonage2cosplay #dragonageII #dragonageIIcosplay #anderscosplay #fenriscosplay #crossplay #kirkwallgang #otp #lacefrontwig #cosplay #fantasy #mage #elf #mxm #malexmale #slashship #slash #enemiestolovers

I know I'm not the center of the universe But you keep spinning 'round me just the same I know I'm not the center of the universe But you keep spinning 'round me just the same #fenders #modernAU #fenrisxanders #andersxfenris #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonagecosplay #dragonage2cosplay #dragonageII #dragonageIIcosplay #anderscosplay #fenriscosplay #crossplay #kirkwallgang #otp #lacefrontwig #cosplay #fantasy #mage #elf #mxm #malexmale #slashship #slash #enemiestolovers

I sleep with your old shirts
And walk through this house in your shoes
I know it's strange
It's a strange way of saying that I know I'm supposed to love you
I'm supposed to love you
I was born under a bad sign,
But you saved my life
That night on the roof of your hotel
'Cross my heart and hope to die,
Splinter from the headboard in my eye'
Photo-proofed kisses I remember so well
#fenders #modernAU #fenrisxanders #andersxfenris #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonagecosplay #dragonage2cosplay #dragonageII #dragonageIIcosplay #anderscosplay #fenriscosplay selfie #crossplay #kirkwallgang #otp #lacefrontwig #cosplay #fantasy #mage #elf #mxm #malexmale #slashship #slash

I sleep with your old shirts And walk through this house in your shoes I know it's strange It's a strange way of saying that I know I'm supposed to love you I'm supposed to love you I was born under a bad sign, But you saved my life That night on the roof of your hotel 'Cross my heart and hope to die, Splinter from the headboard in my eye' Photo-proofed kisses I remember so well #fenders #modernAU #fenrisxanders #andersxfenris #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonagecosplay #dragonage2cosplay #dragonageII #dragonageIIcosplay #anderscosplay #fenriscosplay selfie #crossplay #kirkwallgang #otp #lacefrontwig #cosplay #fantasy #mage #elf #mxm #malexmale #slashship #slash

And history books forgot about us
And the Bible didn't mention us
And the Bible didn't mention us
Not even once
Fenris/Anders - Dragon Age II - Modern AU
#fenders #modernAU #fenrisxanders #andersxfenris #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonagecosplay #dragonage2cosplay #dragonageII #dragonageIIcosplay #anderscosplay #fenriscosplay #crossplay #kirkwallgang #otp #lacefrontwig #cosplay #fantasy #mage #elf #mxm #malexmale #slashship #slash #kiss #enemiestolovers
Companions reaction to Hawke falling in battle.
THIS REALLY REINFORCES WHY I LOVE DRAGON AGE 2 THE MOST.
Anders and Bethany really take the biscuit for most heartfelt voice acting here 😭❀ #fenris #Anders #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenhawke #hawkeanderson #dragonage2 #dragonageorigins
#dragonageinquisition #bioware #hawke #varrictethras #inquisitor #greywardens #alistairtheirin #malehawke #aveline #bethanyhawke #carverhawke #merrill #isabella #masseffect #masseffectandromeda #cullenrutherford #kirkwall #thedas #elvish #Dalish #mage #templar #bioware

Companions reaction to Hawke falling in battle. THIS REALLY REINFORCES WHY I LOVE DRAGON AGE 2 THE MOST. Anders and Bethany really take the biscuit for most heartfelt voice acting here 😭❀ #fenris #Anders #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenhawke #hawkeanderson #dragonage2 #dragonageorigins #dragonageinquisition #bioware #hawke #varrictethras #inquisitor #greywardens #alistairtheirin #malehawke #aveline #bethanyhawke #carverhawke #merrill #isabella #masseffect #masseffectandromeda #cullenrutherford #kirkwall #thedas #elvish #Dalish #mage #templar #bioware

I realise now that this second photo of my Anders cosplay on the iron throne was never posted. (I HAVE SO MUCH UNPOSTED ANDERS CONTENT!) So I'll remind y'all what it would look like if Anders led the mage rebellion in inquisition. 😈❀ #londonmcm #londonmcmexpo
#londoncomicon #mcmexpo #comicon #gameofthrones #westeros #ironthrone #lannister #London #dragonageorigins #dragonage2 #dragonageinquisition #bioware #biowarecosplay #Anders #anderscosplay #dragonagecosplay #masseffect #gamer #fenrisxanders #fenhawke #handers #varrictethras #fenris #zevran #thedas #elvish #mage #magic

I realise now that this second photo of my Anders cosplay on the iron throne was never posted. (I HAVE SO MUCH UNPOSTED ANDERS CONTENT!) So I'll remind y'all what it would look like if Anders led the mage rebellion in inquisition. 😈❀ #londonmcm #londonmcmexpo #londoncomicon #mcmexpo #comicon #gameofthrones #westeros #ironthrone #lannister #London #dragonageorigins #dragonage2 #dragonageinquisition #bioware #biowarecosplay #Anders #anderscosplay #dragonagecosplay #masseffect #gamer #fenrisxanders #fenhawke #handers #varrictethras #fenris #zevran #thedas #elvish #mage #magic

Artist: Kamineo (deviantart )
Talking to my team fenris people always reminds me why I ship this so bloody much.
I used to hate this ship with a passion because I was so protective over Anders πŸ˜‚ (I know I'm one of /those/ people) but then after falling for my other non canon ship (Hawke x Varric) the idea of these two hatefully lusting after Hawke and just kinda ending up with only eachother is what I live for X'D
They honestly fight so much but I can see them sharing a moment of hate fuelled passion an then their lives changing πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ Anders is so much softer once you have his heart so Fenris would see a new side to HIMM.
I love it so much I'm not sorry.
#fenris #Anders #fenders #fenrisxanders #dragonage2 #dragonageorigins #otp
#dragonageinquisition #bioware #hawke #varrictethras #inquisitor #greywardens #alistairtheirin #malehawke #bethanyhawke #carverhawke #merrill #isabella #cullenrutherford #kirkwall #thedas #elvish #Dalish #mage #templar #bioware #Dragonage #gayships #lgbt #kamineo

Artist: Kamineo (deviantart ) Talking to my team fenris people always reminds me why I ship this so bloody much. I used to hate this ship with a passion because I was so protective over Anders πŸ˜‚ (I know I'm one of /those/ people) but then after falling for my other non canon ship (Hawke x Varric) the idea of these two hatefully lusting after Hawke and just kinda ending up with only eachother is what I live for X'D They honestly fight so much but I can see them sharing a moment of hate fuelled passion an then their lives changing πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ Anders is so much softer once you have his heart so Fenris would see a new side to HIMM. I love it so much I'm not sorry. #fenris #Anders #fenders #fenrisxanders #dragonage2 #dragonageorigins #otp #dragonageinquisition #bioware #hawke #varrictethras #inquisitor #greywardens #alistairtheirin #malehawke #bethanyhawke #carverhawke #merrill #isabella #cullenrutherford #kirkwall #thedas #elvish #Dalish #mage #templar #bioware #Dragonage #gayships #lgbt #kamineo

AND BOI I'M DEEP IN FENDERS HELL :-) based on Nikki-66's fic 'All of Me' (c) Cicide76536
#dragonageii #dragonage2 #dragonage #dragon #age #modern #au #fenders #anders #fenris #cicide76536 #cicide #76536 #ohmygod #fenrisdragonage #andersdragonage #fenrisxanders #andersxfenris
Alternate universe where Anders leads the Mage rebellion at redcliffe. πŸ˜πŸ˜‚ or takes on the iron throne in westeros omg.
BUT anYWAY. I was so thrilled to sit here. I felt so complete with life.
#londonmcm #londonmcmexpo
#londoncomicon #mcmexpo #comicon #gameofthrones #westeros #ironthrone #lannister #London #dragonageorigins #dragonage2 #dragonageinquisition #bioware #biowarecosplay #Anders #anderscosplay #dragonagecosplay #masseffect #gamer #fenrisxanders #fenhawke #handers #varrictethras #fenris #zevran #thedas #elvish #mage #magic

Alternate universe where Anders leads the Mage rebellion at redcliffe. πŸ˜πŸ˜‚ or takes on the iron throne in westeros omg. BUT anYWAY. I was so thrilled to sit here. I felt so complete with life. #londonmcm #londonmcmexpo #londoncomicon #mcmexpo #comicon #gameofthrones #westeros #ironthrone #lannister #London #dragonageorigins #dragonage2 #dragonageinquisition #bioware #biowarecosplay #Anders #anderscosplay #dragonagecosplay #masseffect #gamer #fenrisxanders #fenhawke #handers #varrictethras #fenris #zevran #thedas #elvish #mage #magic

Get yourself a cosplayer who can do both 😍😍😍😡 It was such a pleasure to meet this sTunNiNG human being this year. @legend_of_zya
I tried to woo Dorian all day Saturday only to be told that Anders smelt like a sewer πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‰πŸ˜ what a gentleman. And then sunday out comes the most beautiful witch of the wilds out there tbf.
THANKYOU FOR EXISTING.
I hope we can meet again soon XD
Also her friends destroyed my life with goat noises and ham.
#londonmcm #londonmcmexpo
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Get yourself a cosplayer who can do both 😍😍😍😡 It was such a pleasure to meet this sTunNiNG human being this year. @legend_of_zya I tried to woo Dorian all day Saturday only to be told that Anders smelt like a sewer πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‰πŸ˜ what a gentleman. And then sunday out comes the most beautiful witch of the wilds out there tbf. THANKYOU FOR EXISTING. I hope we can meet again soon XD Also her friends destroyed my life with goat noises and ham. #londonmcm #londonmcmexpo #londoncomicon #mcmexpo #comicon #London #dragonageorigins #dragonage2 #dragonageinquisition #bioware #biowarecosplay #Anders #anderscosplay #dragonagecosplay #masseffect #gamer #fenrisxanders #fenhawke #handers #varrictethras #fenris #zevran #thedas #elvish #mage #magic #dorianpavus #morrigan #witchofthewilds

What better way to start my instagram comicon spam than with my Sunday morning vlog πŸ˜‚
(I had been in London since 12pm Thursday and barley slept so Sunday was one of the only days i actually had some sleep x'D)
But yeah. Comicon was honestly incredible and I think it's safe to say it was probably my best one? Thanks to the people I was staying with and those i met whilst I was there.
Big love to my hotel family, my frenchies and my new beautiful Dragon age nerds T_T
#londonmcm #londonmcmexpo
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What better way to start my instagram comicon spam than with my Sunday morning vlog πŸ˜‚ (I had been in London since 12pm Thursday and barley slept so Sunday was one of the only days i actually had some sleep x'D) But yeah. Comicon was honestly incredible and I think it's safe to say it was probably my best one? Thanks to the people I was staying with and those i met whilst I was there. Big love to my hotel family, my frenchies and my new beautiful Dragon age nerds T_T #londonmcm #londonmcmexpo #londoncomicon #mcmexpo #comicon #London #dragonageorigins #dragonage2 #dragonageinquisition #bioware #biowarecosplay #Anders #anderscosplay #dragonagecosplay #masseffect #gamer #fenrisxanders #fenhawke #handers #varrictethras #fenris #zevran #thedas #elvish #mage #magic

Had an amazing Dragon age evening with some babes on instagram X'D and I made this embarrasing but amusing musically to show off my NEAT Anders cosplay x'D
@insta_tasha_art thankyou for being the reason I meet so many Dragon age nerds, you are my Dragon age father and I love you always. ; '') love you fenris.
#Anders #fenris #andersxfenris #fenrisxanders #fenders #handers #hawkexanders #fenders #dragonage2 #dragonageorigins
#dragonageinquisition
#biowarecosplay
#bioware #Hawke #thedas #mage #wizard #dalish #masseffect #bastille #musically #cosplaymusically #londonmcmexpo #londonmcm #londoncomicon

Had an amazing Dragon age evening with some babes on instagram X'D and I made this embarrasing but amusing musically to show off my NEAT Anders cosplay x'D @insta_tasha_art thankyou for being the reason I meet so many Dragon age nerds, you are my Dragon age father and I love you always. ; '') love you fenris. #Anders #fenris #andersxfenris #fenrisxanders #fenders #handers #hawkexanders #fenders #dragonage2 #dragonageorigins #dragonageinquisition #biowarecosplay #bioware #Hawke #thedas #mage #wizard #dalish #masseffect #bastille #musically #cosplaymusically #londonmcmexpo #londonmcm #londoncomicon

Ser Pouncealot, at least you love me. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ’”β€ (((His expression reminds me of fenris I'm crying))) #Anders #dragonage2 #dragonageorigins #dragonageawakening #dragonageinquisition #bioware #Hawke #malehawke #garretthawke #hawkexanders #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #varrictethras #inquisitor #cosplay #cosplan #mcmexpo #londoncomicon #serpouncealot #cats
Cosplay progress. It's almost done!!!! β€β€β€πŸ’•πŸ˜πŸ˜
Soon I can be my murderous trampy, kindhearted, pretty gay mage boy x'D
Im so excited.
#Anders #dragonage2 #dragonageorigins #dragonageawakening #dragonageinquisition #bioware #Hawke #malehawke #garretthawke #hawkexanders #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #varrictethras #inquisitor #cosplay #cosplan #mcmexpo #londoncomicon

Cosplay progress. It's almost done!!!! β€β€β€πŸ’•πŸ˜πŸ˜ Soon I can be my murderous trampy, kindhearted, pretty gay mage boy x'D Im so excited. #Anders #dragonage2 #dragonageorigins #dragonageawakening #dragonageinquisition #bioware #Hawke #malehawke #garretthawke #hawkexanders #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #varrictethras #inquisitor #cosplay #cosplan #mcmexpo #londoncomicon

Behold. My all-time favourite peice of Dragon age 2 fanart πŸ˜‚πŸ˜­πŸ˜·
I stole from @dreadwvlf πŸ’”β€πŸ’” thankyou for this. I'm dead inside. ARTIST IS @xafeelgood
I just. I cannot physically deal with this amount of feelings. Hawke took his silly mage boyfriend and decided to look after him and love him until they were old T_T
They probably bake bread together and go for romantic walks im crying.
#dragonage2 #dragonageorigins #dragonageawakening #otp #dragonageinquisition #bioware #Hawke #malehawke #garretthawke #hawkexanders #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #varrictethras #inquisitor #cosplay #cosplan #mcmexpo #londoncomicon

Behold. My all-time favourite peice of Dragon age 2 fanart πŸ˜‚πŸ˜­πŸ˜· I stole from @dreadwvlf πŸ’”β€πŸ’” thankyou for this. I'm dead inside. ARTIST IS @xafeelgood I just. I cannot physically deal with this amount of feelings. Hawke took his silly mage boyfriend and decided to look after him and love him until they were old T_T They probably bake bread together and go for romantic walks im crying. #dragonage2 #dragonageorigins #dragonageawakening #otp #dragonageinquisition #bioware #Hawke #malehawke #garretthawke #hawkexanders #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #varrictethras #inquisitor #cosplay #cosplan #mcmexpo #londoncomicon

I don't have the cosplay finished but enjoy the makeup and wig πŸ˜‰πŸ˜‰πŸ’•β€ I'M SO EXCITED.
FREE THE MAGES
#Anders #dragonage2 #dragonageorigins #dragonageawakening #dragonageinquisition #bioware #Hawke #malehawke #garretthawke #hawkexanders #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #varrictethras #inquisitor #cosplay #cosplan #mcmexpo #londoncomicon

I don't have the cosplay finished but enjoy the makeup and wig πŸ˜‰πŸ˜‰πŸ’•β€ I'M SO EXCITED. FREE THE MAGES #Anders #dragonage2 #dragonageorigins #dragonageawakening #dragonageinquisition #bioware #Hawke #malehawke #garretthawke #hawkexanders #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #varrictethras #inquisitor #cosplay #cosplan #mcmexpo #londoncomicon

This is like one of my favourite fan arts ive found I wish i knew the artist. Little Japanese styled Hawke and Anders :')
so silky and beautiful πŸ’”β€ #Anders #dragonage2 #dragonageorigins #dragonageawakening #dragonageinquisition #bioware #Hawke #malehawke #garretthawke #hawkexanders #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #varrictethras #inquisitor #cosplay #cosplan #mcmexpo #londoncomicon

This is like one of my favourite fan arts ive found I wish i knew the artist. Little Japanese styled Hawke and Anders :') so silky and beautiful πŸ’”β€ #Anders #dragonage2 #dragonageorigins #dragonageawakening #dragonageinquisition #bioware #Hawke #malehawke #garretthawke #hawkexanders #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #varrictethras #inquisitor #cosplay #cosplan #mcmexpo #londoncomicon

Progress on my Anders Staff for comicon. I don't think you guys know how much effort I'm putting into this X'D
There's something about Anders character that jUST makes me feeeel. Unlike My baby fenris who's story is obviously Sad and it obviously haunts him. Anders has suffered the oppression of society time and time and time again until eventually he became the villian people made him out to be. And THAT JUST sLAYS MY HEART. #Anders #dragonage2 #anderscosplay #dragonagecosplay #biowarecosplay #mage #magestaff #magic #elven #dragonageorigins #dragonageinquisition #bioware #Hawke #malehawke #varrictethras #hawkexanders #fenders #fenris #fenrisxanders #cosplay #cosplan #mcmexpo #londoncomicon

Progress on my Anders Staff for comicon. I don't think you guys know how much effort I'm putting into this X'D There's something about Anders character that jUST makes me feeeel. Unlike My baby fenris who's story is obviously Sad and it obviously haunts him. Anders has suffered the oppression of society time and time and time again until eventually he became the villian people made him out to be. And THAT JUST sLAYS MY HEART. #Anders #dragonage2 #anderscosplay #dragonagecosplay #biowarecosplay #mage #magestaff #magic #elven #dragonageorigins #dragonageinquisition #bioware #Hawke #malehawke #varrictethras #hawkexanders #fenders #fenris #fenrisxanders #cosplay #cosplan #mcmexpo #londoncomicon

I'm so so excited to cosplay him like y'all don't even know.
Precious haunted kitten boy too pure for this world πŸ‘‘β€πŸ’• #Anders #dragonage2 #dragonageorigins #dragonageinquisition #bioware #Hawke #malehawke #hawkexanders #fenders #fenrisxanders #cosplay #cosplan #mcmexpo #londoncomicon

I'm so so excited to cosplay him like y'all don't even know. Precious haunted kitten boy too pure for this world πŸ‘‘β€πŸ’• #Anders #dragonage2 #dragonageorigins #dragonageinquisition #bioware #Hawke #malehawke #hawkexanders #fenders #fenrisxanders #cosplay #cosplan #mcmexpo #londoncomicon

'Love me Fenris-'
'Anders go and throw yourself from the top of the chantry-'
'Only if you come with me-'
'I hate you-'
'I know-' πŸ’•
#dragonage #dragonage2 #fenris #Anders #dragonageorigins #dragonageinquisition #Hawke #varrictethras #bioware #fenrisxanders #garrethawke

'Love me Fenris-' 'Anders go and throw yourself from the top of the chantry-' 'Only if you come with me-' 'I hate you-' 'I know-' πŸ’• #dragonage #dragonage2 #fenris #Anders #dragonageorigins #dragonageinquisition #Hawke #varrictethras #bioware #fenrisxanders #garrethawke

Here is a soppy emotional post to my beautiful girl, the fenris to my Anders ;') @insta_tasha_art
Like many people on this app, I've met lots of different people who brighten my day and make me genuinly happy (over nerdy things xD)
BUT this time I genuinly get to meet her! She's flying from The Netherlands to England for a convention but I get to welcome her here πŸ’” :''') we've been talking for over a year and this was the start to our friendship πŸ˜‚ ///we were crying about Solas and elves from Dragon age/// πŸ˜‚
So yeah. I'm going to be a big emotional embarrassed pile of human. But I'm so excited and I love her to death.
#internetfriend #notforlongmwhahaha #dragonage #fenrisxanders #ily #friendanniversary

Here is a soppy emotional post to my beautiful girl, the fenris to my Anders ;') @insta_tasha_art Like many people on this app, I've met lots of different people who brighten my day and make me genuinly happy (over nerdy things xD) BUT this time I genuinly get to meet her! She's flying from The Netherlands to England for a convention but I get to welcome her here πŸ’” :''') we've been talking for over a year and this was the start to our friendship πŸ˜‚ ///we were crying about Solas and elves from Dragon age/// πŸ˜‚ So yeah. I'm going to be a big emotional embarrassed pile of human. But I'm so excited and I love her to death. #internetfriend #notforlongmwhahaha #dragonage #fenrisxanders #ily #friendanniversary

#ihavenowordsforthis #yes #iamguilty #butnoregrets #nofuckingregrets #nope
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Here have some loving misionary fenders
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Love you #fenris, my baby!! His face is getting better and better πŸ’š
And Andrastes knickers weasle, #Anders is hard to draw!! πŸ’› I never #draw beards.. :( .. dont mind anatomy... I dont do anatomy, dont like ana and tomy is a dick... :l
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#dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #elfxmage #fenrisxanders #andersxfenris #thesetwo #lovethesetwo #misionary #yaoi #stradle #sexytimes #art #sketch #drawing #fastsketch #Ugh

#ihavenowordsforthis #yes #iamguilty #butnoregrets #nofuckingregrets #nope. . . Here have some loving misionary fenders ~(///β–½///)~ . . . Love you #fenris, my baby!! His face is getting better and better πŸ’š And Andrastes knickers weasle, #Anders is hard to draw!! πŸ’› I never #draw beards.. :( .. dont mind anatomy... I dont do anatomy, dont like ana and tomy is a dick... :l . . . But have some bad #drawn #fenders. #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #elfxmage #fenrisxanders #andersxfenris #thesetwo #lovethesetwo #misionary #yaoi #stradle #sexytimes #art #sketch #drawing #fastsketch #Ugh

#ihavenowordsforthis #yes #iamguilty #butnoregrets #nofuckingregrets #nope
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BUT GUYS!!! Can we like talk about MAGE ROBES!! #MAGEROBES!!! Like... They're basically dresses.. like, over sized, all genders allowed dresses... lift the skirt and have a go... Kinda dresses... ~(///β–½///)~
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Love you #fenris, my baby!!
And andrastes knickers, #Anders is hard to draw!! I never #draw beards.. :( .. dont mind anatomy... I dont do anatomy, dont like ana and tomy is a dick... :l
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But have some #bad #drawn #fenders
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#dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #elfxmage #fenrisxanders #andersxfenris #thesetwo #lovethesetwo #lovethesegirls #yestheyaregirls #bitchingallthetime #andshit #art #sketch #drawing #fastsketch #Ugh

#ihavenowordsforthis #yes #iamguilty #butnoregrets #nofuckingregrets #nope. . . BUT GUYS!!! Can we like talk about MAGE ROBES!! #MAGEROBES!!! Like... They're basically dresses.. like, over sized, all genders allowed dresses... lift the skirt and have a go... Kinda dresses... ~(///β–½///)~ . . . Love you #fenris, my baby!! And andrastes knickers, #Anders is hard to draw!! I never #draw beards.. :( .. dont mind anatomy... I dont do anatomy, dont like ana and tomy is a dick... :l . . . But have some #bad #drawn #fenders. #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #elfxmage #fenrisxanders #andersxfenris #thesetwo #lovethesetwo #lovethesegirls #yestheyaregirls #bitchingallthetime #andshit #art #sketch #drawing #fastsketch #Ugh

#ihavenowordsforthis #yes #iamguilty #butnoregrets #nofuckingregrets #nope
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Love you #fenris, my baby!!
And andrastes knickers, #Anders is hard to draw!! I never #draw beards.. :( .. dont mind anatomy... I dont do anatomy, dont like ana and tomy is a dick... :l
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But have some #bad #drawn #fenders
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#dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #elfxmage #fenrisxanders #andersxfenris #thesetwo #lovethesetwo #lovethesegirls #yestheyaregirls #bitchingallthetime #andshit #art #sketch #drawing #fastsketch #Ugh

#ihavenowordsforthis #yes #iamguilty #butnoregrets #nofuckingregrets #nope. . . Love you #fenris, my baby!! And andrastes knickers, #Anders is hard to draw!! I never #draw beards.. :( .. dont mind anatomy... I dont do anatomy, dont like ana and tomy is a dick... :l . . . But have some #bad #drawn #fenders. #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #elfxmage #fenrisxanders #andersxfenris #thesetwo #lovethesetwo #lovethesegirls #yestheyaregirls #bitchingallthetime #andshit #art #sketch #drawing #fastsketch #Ugh

#ELVEN NOSES!! #Ugh
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Love you #fenris, my baby!!
And andrastes knickers, #Anders is hard to draw!! I never #draw beards.. :(
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But have some #bad #drawn #fenders
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#dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #elfxmage #fenrisxanders #andersxfenris #thesetwo #lovethesetwo #lovethesegirls #yestheyaregirls #bitchingallthetime #andshit #art #sketch #drawing #fastsketch
😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱
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πŸ˜§πŸ˜§πŸ’”Last part!!πŸ’”πŸ˜§πŸ˜§
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😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱
Back to the writing board to start on chapter 4, which is basically going to be PORN!!...πŸ™ˆπŸ™ŠπŸ™ˆ Just so you guys know. That chapter is going to be posted differently. If you want the rest of the story you'll have to DM me for the parts!! πŸ™ŠπŸ™ˆπŸ™Š
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#fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part17 #dragonagelovelife #lust #endchapter

😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱 .πŸ’› πŸ˜§πŸ˜§πŸ’”Last part!!πŸ’”πŸ˜§πŸ˜§ .πŸ’› 😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱 Back to the writing board to start on chapter 4, which is basically going to be PORN!!...πŸ™ˆπŸ™ŠπŸ™ˆ Just so you guys know. That chapter is going to be posted differently. If you want the rest of the story you'll have to DM me for the parts!! πŸ™ŠπŸ™ˆπŸ™Š .πŸ’› #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part17 #dragonagelovelife #lust #endchapter

Short part, because the chapter ending is gonna be a picture~
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When he was done he looked at the empty bottle and then at Fenris. 'Can I-'
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'Go ahead, it feels quite nice.'
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Anders smiled and threw the bottle with full force against the wall with the still drying splots. He chuckled and shook his head.
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'It does feel quite satisfactory to do that.. not that I will often-'
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Anders stopped talking when Fenris started to losen his buckles and straps. The man smilled at him because he knew Anders saw that he was shy, trembling and unsure. But instead of laughing, he smiled and helped him undressing him until he was also only in pants and tunic. He felt scared all over again, he had no expierence with men as far as he could remember.
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Fenris felt him being guided to his own bed and the mage sat down first, crawled backwards and he crawled between the mans legs, hands on both sides of Anders his hips and both faces close only the thicknes of one finger between them.
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#fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part16 #dragonagelovelife #lust

Short part, because the chapter ending is gonna be a picture~ .πŸ’› When he was done he looked at the empty bottle and then at Fenris. 'Can I-' . 'Go ahead, it feels quite nice.' . Anders smiled and threw the bottle with full force against the wall with the still drying splots. He chuckled and shook his head. . 'It does feel quite satisfactory to do that.. not that I will often-' . Anders stopped talking when Fenris started to losen his buckles and straps. The man smilled at him because he knew Anders saw that he was shy, trembling and unsure. But instead of laughing, he smiled and helped him undressing him until he was also only in pants and tunic. He felt scared all over again, he had no expierence with men as far as he could remember. . Fenris felt him being guided to his own bed and the mage sat down first, crawled backwards and he crawled between the mans legs, hands on both sides of Anders his hips and both faces close only the thicknes of one finger between them. .πŸ’› #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part16 #dragonagelovelife #lust

**Brb blushing and cackling**
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Fenris hands shot up to reach the back of the mage his coat and drew him closer. He lowered his head into the nape between his jaw and collarbone, he let out a shuddering breath against a the flesh.
'I .. I promise not to run, only I you promi- .. to never h- kaffas.'
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'I would never. I promise it on my dedication to mage rights.'
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Fenris couldn't hold his chuckle and looked at the man holding him. 'Really, mage... Mage rights..Now?!'
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'What? Common.. Knowing me, that IS pretty serious. Think about it..' he leaned in and kissed fenris again, slow and soft. 'I am basically choosing you over my plans- Aarghh..Ouch!!'
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Fenris arched a brow and thought about it. It was indeed really serious if Anders placed him above his mage rights. He looked at the distressed man and chuckled soflty, Anders looked at him with an apoligic smile.
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' I guess, Justice is not so happy about you choosing me over saving all the mages from the circles?'
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'Oh you don't know the half of it- nnghh' Anders winced a little before another chuckle escaped those lips, 'He is giving me a whole lecture about you being a distraction, that he never should have allowed to let me drink and that I make horrible life choices.'
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'Sounds like the parent you never had.'
'Oh, ha ha. Now you're making jokes.. I like your 'snack jokes' better.. Hey, could you flash your markings for a sec, At least then he would calm down. He likes it when you glow-'
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Fenris Kissed Anders, drew him in for another embrace and when he felt the arms around his waist, he activated his markings. The mage hummed in apreciation and deepened the kiss, running his tongue over fenris his lower lip and Fenris turned his head just so and opend his mouth too give Anders permission to deepen it fully.
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#fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part15 #dragonagelovelife #lust

**Brb blushing and cackling** .πŸ’› Fenris hands shot up to reach the back of the mage his coat and drew him closer. He lowered his head into the nape between his jaw and collarbone, he let out a shuddering breath against a the flesh. 'I .. I promise not to run, only I you promi- .. to never h- kaffas.' . 'I would never. I promise it on my dedication to mage rights.' . Fenris couldn't hold his chuckle and looked at the man holding him. 'Really, mage... Mage rights..Now?!' . 'What? Common.. Knowing me, that IS pretty serious. Think about it..' he leaned in and kissed fenris again, slow and soft. 'I am basically choosing you over my plans- Aarghh..Ouch!!' . Fenris arched a brow and thought about it. It was indeed really serious if Anders placed him above his mage rights. He looked at the distressed man and chuckled soflty, Anders looked at him with an apoligic smile. . ' I guess, Justice is not so happy about you choosing me over saving all the mages from the circles?' . 'Oh you don't know the half of it- nnghh' Anders winced a little before another chuckle escaped those lips, 'He is giving me a whole lecture about you being a distraction, that he never should have allowed to let me drink and that I make horrible life choices.' . 'Sounds like the parent you never had.' 'Oh, ha ha. Now you're making jokes.. I like your 'snack jokes' better.. Hey, could you flash your markings for a sec, At least then he would calm down. He likes it when you glow-' . Fenris Kissed Anders, drew him in for another embrace and when he felt the arms around his waist, he activated his markings. The mage hummed in apreciation and deepened the kiss, running his tongue over fenris his lower lip and Fenris turned his head just so and opend his mouth too give Anders permission to deepen it fully. .πŸ’› #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part15 #dragonagelovelife #lust

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'I know.. I know that.' Fenris rubbed his sore right elbow and looked the mage in the eyes. 'I know that.. that's w-why I st-started liking you. You are indeed different. You take care of others above your own health and needs. You blab a lot but know when to really shut up and listen to someone and give advise. You try your hardest to hide your own problems by focusing on the problems of others. You never do without asking first, especially regarding healing me... A-And I indeed liked how our evening was going. But.. I-I just can't,'
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This time it was his voice that broke but he wanted this to be said and see how it would unravel.
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'I-I am afraid... That even you.. You and your stupidly gentle nature will turn me away. Because I was not designed to care. I would rather not be the one to hurt you-'
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The mage took two strides and he suddenly was in an warm embrace and felt the steamy breath of the abomination against his lips.
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'Don't say that. You where never designed. You where not made, nor constructed! They planted those thought there, but you are free and can decide for yourself now. They mistreated you in every possible way and if I could I would burn them all to the ground. But please, dont run Fenris. Not now.'
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A smile smile crept on Anders his lips and he kissed Fenris softly, a brief and affectionate kiss before he smilled again. 'I thought you where done running?' He all but whispered against his lips in a low, deep husky voice he never heard the mage have before.
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He felt a shiver run along his spine together with the hand traveling down following the sensation and making it worse all together. .
One of Anders hands was now on his lower back and the other one was in his hair. The mage moved his face towards his sensitive ear, brushing his lips softly over his lips and jaw line until he reached his ear lobe.
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#fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part14 #dragonagelovelife #lust

.πŸ’› 'I know.. I know that.' Fenris rubbed his sore right elbow and looked the mage in the eyes. 'I know that.. that's w-why I st-started liking you. You are indeed different. You take care of others above your own health and needs. You blab a lot but know when to really shut up and listen to someone and give advise. You try your hardest to hide your own problems by focusing on the problems of others. You never do without asking first, especially regarding healing me... A-And I indeed liked how our evening was going. But.. I-I just can't,' . This time it was his voice that broke but he wanted this to be said and see how it would unravel. . 'I-I am afraid... That even you.. You and your stupidly gentle nature will turn me away. Because I was not designed to care. I would rather not be the one to hurt you-' . The mage took two strides and he suddenly was in an warm embrace and felt the steamy breath of the abomination against his lips. . 'Don't say that. You where never designed. You where not made, nor constructed! They planted those thought there, but you are free and can decide for yourself now. They mistreated you in every possible way and if I could I would burn them all to the ground. But please, dont run Fenris. Not now.' . A smile smile crept on Anders his lips and he kissed Fenris softly, a brief and affectionate kiss before he smilled again. 'I thought you where done running?' He all but whispered against his lips in a low, deep husky voice he never heard the mage have before. . He felt a shiver run along his spine together with the hand traveling down following the sensation and making it worse all together. . One of Anders hands was now on his lower back and the other one was in his hair. The mage moved his face towards his sensitive ear, brushing his lips softly over his lips and jaw line until he reached his ear lobe. .πŸ’› #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part14 #dragonagelovelife #lust

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'You have been enjoying it and I have been enjoying seeing you laugh, smile and open up to me.. I refuse to be played again! To give my feelings only to find them in the nearest thrash bin. I can tell that you are arguing with yourself about something, I dont know what, but I want you to trust your feelings. For once, Fenris, listen to me-'
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Fenris roughly shoved the mage backwards and walked backwards to the kitchen door growling at the shocked but hurtful looking mage. He regreted it immidiately, but his anger took over.
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'What do YOU!! A MAGE!! Understand about my feelings. I have been broken, healed and promised so many things, only for them to turn too ashes in my mouth and choke on the lumps of betrayal. I HAVE BEEN LEFT BEFORE, I HAD BEEN PROMISED THAT HE WOULD RETURN!! WHAT MAKES YOU THINK I WOULD TRUST A MAGE AGAIN!!'
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Fenris stopped breathing when he just thought about what he had confessed. He shot his gaze at the mage and saw an unreadable expression, it wrecked his nerves to no end and the first thing he did when he could move again was what he did best, he turned and ran.
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He didn't make it far, he had almost reached the second stairs when a hand had grabbed him by his upper arm and all but slammed him into the nearest wall. Fenris hissed and opened his eyes to see a very pissed looking Anders standing infront if him.
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'Ande-'
'I am not him.'
'..w-what?'
Anders crossed his arms and looked overally annoyed, it was still a mild expression in comparison too how his pissed expression would be against Sebastian in an argument, but he was most definitely not happy.
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.πŸ’› 'You have been enjoying it and I have been enjoying seeing you laugh, smile and open up to me.. I refuse to be played again! To give my feelings only to find them in the nearest thrash bin. I can tell that you are arguing with yourself about something, I dont know what, but I want you to trust your feelings. For once, Fenris, listen to me-' . Fenris roughly shoved the mage backwards and walked backwards to the kitchen door growling at the shocked but hurtful looking mage. He regreted it immidiately, but his anger took over. . 'What do YOU!! A MAGE!! Understand about my feelings. I have been broken, healed and promised so many things, only for them to turn too ashes in my mouth and choke on the lumps of betrayal. I HAVE BEEN LEFT BEFORE, I HAD BEEN PROMISED THAT HE WOULD RETURN!! WHAT MAKES YOU THINK I WOULD TRUST A MAGE AGAIN!!' . Fenris stopped breathing when he just thought about what he had confessed. He shot his gaze at the mage and saw an unreadable expression, it wrecked his nerves to no end and the first thing he did when he could move again was what he did best, he turned and ran. . He didn't make it far, he had almost reached the second stairs when a hand had grabbed him by his upper arm and all but slammed him into the nearest wall. Fenris hissed and opened his eyes to see a very pissed looking Anders standing infront if him. . 'Ande-' 'I am not him.' '..w-what?' Anders crossed his arms and looked overally annoyed, it was still a mild expression in comparison too how his pissed expression would be against Sebastian in an argument, but he was most definitely not happy. .πŸ’› #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part13 #dragonagelovelife #lust

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He held the mage his gaze a little longer, he could tell that Anders saw the change in his demeanor and he saw how the mage his whole behaviour changed from lust to, confused, to lost and then something he couldn't quite name. It looked like sadness and mortification, but also something else mixed into it.
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Fenris stopped looking and started tearing pieces of the meat to eat. He swallowed thickly and watched as another hand also reached for the meat and only teared a piece of it. He felt his heart rate rise when they almost touched, but nothing was said or done further and they ate in silence. No more noises and looks, only the silence and them chewing and looking at their plates.
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When the meat was gone and only the juice was left. They had sat in silence for a couple of minutes, until fenris slowly stood from his place and started to clean the table. When the table was empty and he had cleaned the evidence of their meeting he noticed that the mage had not moved a single hair.
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*He looks lost... M-Maybe he is talking to his demon... Or just contemplating his life choices... Ugh, I hate situations.. and I had liked.. no, I really enjoyed it.. better get him into one of the guest rooms... I wont let him walk home in this state-*
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Fenris his thoughts where interrupted by a suddenly standing mage who was over towering him. A fast stride around Fenris his chair so he was standing infront of him, had also blocked his only way to the door, because now he was trapped between the mage and the dining table.
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He looked at the mage, to demand what was going on, but all words died on his tongue when he saw the broken look on the mans face. He never wanted to be the one to cause that look on Anders, his face or better, he never wanted to ever see that look ever again.
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.πŸ’› He held the mage his gaze a little longer, he could tell that Anders saw the change in his demeanor and he saw how the mage his whole behaviour changed from lust to, confused, to lost and then something he couldn't quite name. It looked like sadness and mortification, but also something else mixed into it. . Fenris stopped looking and started tearing pieces of the meat to eat. He swallowed thickly and watched as another hand also reached for the meat and only teared a piece of it. He felt his heart rate rise when they almost touched, but nothing was said or done further and they ate in silence. No more noises and looks, only the silence and them chewing and looking at their plates. . When the meat was gone and only the juice was left. They had sat in silence for a couple of minutes, until fenris slowly stood from his place and started to clean the table. When the table was empty and he had cleaned the evidence of their meeting he noticed that the mage had not moved a single hair. . *He looks lost... M-Maybe he is talking to his demon... Or just contemplating his life choices... Ugh, I hate situations.. and I had liked.. no, I really enjoyed it.. better get him into one of the guest rooms... I wont let him walk home in this state-* . Fenris his thoughts where interrupted by a suddenly standing mage who was over towering him. A fast stride around Fenris his chair so he was standing infront of him, had also blocked his only way to the door, because now he was trapped between the mage and the dining table. . He looked at the mage, to demand what was going on, but all words died on his tongue when he saw the broken look on the mans face. He never wanted to be the one to cause that look on Anders, his face or better, he never wanted to ever see that look ever again. .πŸ’› #twelvethchapter #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part12 #dragonagelovelife #lust

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He cut an average piece of meat big enough for two and went back to get plates from the cupboards. He placed the meat infront of Anders and sat on the only other chair in the kitchen, the one on the left side from the mage, further away from the door.
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He was about the cut the meat when his brands flared for a second. He looked at the mage and then at the finger that now touched a slight steaming and warm piece of meat.
He was going to regret not saying anything about it, he was going to regret looking at the mage, he was also going to enjoy every forsaken moment and the damned mage knew it.
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Fenris could tell by how the mage his eyes held a sparkle in them that he was going to be in a blisful agony in the upcomming minutes.
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When Anders slowly teared a piece of the chunk of meat fenris could hear the flesh tear is a soft wet sound.
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The juices dripped down the mage his index finger and thumb when he brought it to his lips and all but pushed the meat between his lips, half his index finger also dissapeared between those soft and warm-. *KAFFAS!!! I must say something or let the mage eat.. but his- and..*
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He tried to swallowed, but his throat and mouth were dry, eyes fixed on the sucking mouth and when he saw a pink tongue dart out between Anders his lips and lap at the droplets that had escaped his sucking, he started to unconsciously palm his errection. .
He stopped his staring when he heard a groan and a soft chuckle behind the sound and he dared look the mage in his eyes. .
The amber in Anders his eyes were only a halo around the dark black pits of pure lust and want. That look stirred all the unspoken emotions in the pit of Fenris' stomach, the man looked hungry for him and his eyes only held his.
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.πŸ’› He cut an average piece of meat big enough for two and went back to get plates from the cupboards. He placed the meat infront of Anders and sat on the only other chair in the kitchen, the one on the left side from the mage, further away from the door. . He was about the cut the meat when his brands flared for a second. He looked at the mage and then at the finger that now touched a slight steaming and warm piece of meat. He was going to regret not saying anything about it, he was going to regret looking at the mage, he was also going to enjoy every forsaken moment and the damned mage knew it. . Fenris could tell by how the mage his eyes held a sparkle in them that he was going to be in a blisful agony in the upcomming minutes. . When Anders slowly teared a piece of the chunk of meat fenris could hear the flesh tear is a soft wet sound. . The juices dripped down the mage his index finger and thumb when he brought it to his lips and all but pushed the meat between his lips, half his index finger also dissapeared between those soft and warm-. *KAFFAS!!! I must say something or let the mage eat.. but his- and..* . He tried to swallowed, but his throat and mouth were dry, eyes fixed on the sucking mouth and when he saw a pink tongue dart out between Anders his lips and lap at the droplets that had escaped his sucking, he started to unconsciously palm his errection. . He stopped his staring when he heard a groan and a soft chuckle behind the sound and he dared look the mage in his eyes. . The amber in Anders his eyes were only a halo around the dark black pits of pure lust and want. That look stirred all the unspoken emotions in the pit of Fenris' stomach, the man looked hungry for him and his eyes only held his. .πŸ’› #eleventhchapter #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part11 #dragonagelovelife #fingersucking #fingerlickinggood

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Fenris saw the man walk.. no, stride over to him and lean into his personal space.
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He did not back down or look away, it was his house. He saw the smirk on the mage his face and how his pupils dilated when the mage was scanning his face.
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He wanted to scold the mage but his words got stuck in his throat when the mage carressed his neck and spoke deep and soft, still holding eye contact.
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'I would **love** to eat some **warm, juicy** nugham and you are going to **give** it to me since I couldn't have my **nightly snack of broody elf**.' .
Fenris was not drunk, but he felt his body swim in a sensation he couldn't name and his face and ears where as hot as a dwarven armory.
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His mouth was slightly agape, his breath came is short puffs, he could feel his lower region stir more to life with each second he held the intense gaze.
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The mage bend his head just a bit to the right and inched closer. He could feel the tip of the mage his tongue run sensually soft and slow over his lower lip and he softly let a rumble escape his throat. But when he wanted to lean into the touch, kiss the mage until it hurts, he was gone and the empty space he had left, left him cold for a split second. His heavy lidded eyes looked at a flustered but smirking cocky mage.
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'So, **Fenrris~**' The mage purred and placed himself in the chair at the head of the dining table, crossed his legs and held a posture as if he owned the place. 'I would like that **piece of meat** so I could nibble and ease my **hunger**. I promise I wont tear it to pieces, but **savour** the flavours and juices and **enjoy** each.. and.. every.. piece.. when I will **swallow** it down. I promise I will even make happy noises.'
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.πŸ’› Fenris saw the man walk.. no, stride over to him and lean into his personal space. . He did not back down or look away, it was his house. He saw the smirk on the mage his face and how his pupils dilated when the mage was scanning his face. . He wanted to scold the mage but his words got stuck in his throat when the mage carressed his neck and spoke deep and soft, still holding eye contact. . 'I would **love** to eat some **warm, juicy** nugham and you are going to **give** it to me since I couldn't have my **nightly snack of broody elf**.' . Fenris was not drunk, but he felt his body swim in a sensation he couldn't name and his face and ears where as hot as a dwarven armory. . His mouth was slightly agape, his breath came is short puffs, he could feel his lower region stir more to life with each second he held the intense gaze. . The mage bend his head just a bit to the right and inched closer. He could feel the tip of the mage his tongue run sensually soft and slow over his lower lip and he softly let a rumble escape his throat. But when he wanted to lean into the touch, kiss the mage until it hurts, he was gone and the empty space he had left, left him cold for a split second. His heavy lidded eyes looked at a flustered but smirking cocky mage. . 'So, **Fenrris~**' The mage purred and placed himself in the chair at the head of the dining table, crossed his legs and held a posture as if he owned the place. 'I would like that **piece of meat** so I could nibble and ease my **hunger**. I promise I wont tear it to pieces, but **savour** the flavours and juices and **enjoy** each.. and.. every.. piece.. when I will **swallow** it down. I promise I will even make happy noises.' .πŸ’› #tenthchapter #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part10 #dragonagelovelife #fingersucking

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Fenris was about to reach for his sword when a pot crashed on the kitchen ground and he could hear the shattering sound clear as day. This night raider was really stupid, it irritaded fenris thenfore more, because the intruder had disturbed his thinking and his contemplating about the mage. .
He walked slowly down the stairs towards the kitchen. Then there was a gasp he recognised as no other, he halted his stride to his larded when he heard the mage talk to himself or guessing anders, his 'Spirit'. The demon was probably telling the mage how stupid he was because he heard an irritated grunt and a 'shut it Justice' from behind his kitchen door.
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Fenris sliwly opened the door, placed his sworst as silently posible against the wall and leaned against the door post too observe the mage cleaning the mess he made.
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The pot that had fallen was a pot of elfroot honey he had bought for brewing hangover tea. He saw that most of the contents where already swept to one heap. The mage had cut his finger on one of the shards and sucked on his finger now to stop the bleeding. Why he didn't heal it with magic is what stopped fenris from saying anything... Well that.. and the fact the the mage was 'sucking' on his finger and mumbling to justice still with his finger in his mouth.
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.πŸ’› Fenris was about to reach for his sword when a pot crashed on the kitchen ground and he could hear the shattering sound clear as day. This night raider was really stupid, it irritaded fenris thenfore more, because the intruder had disturbed his thinking and his contemplating about the mage. . He walked slowly down the stairs towards the kitchen. Then there was a gasp he recognised as no other, he halted his stride to his larded when he heard the mage talk to himself or guessing anders, his 'Spirit'. The demon was probably telling the mage how stupid he was because he heard an irritated grunt and a 'shut it Justice' from behind his kitchen door. . Fenris sliwly opened the door, placed his sworst as silently posible against the wall and leaned against the door post too observe the mage cleaning the mess he made. . The pot that had fallen was a pot of elfroot honey he had bought for brewing hangover tea. He saw that most of the contents where already swept to one heap. The mage had cut his finger on one of the shards and sucked on his finger now to stop the bleeding. Why he didn't heal it with magic is what stopped fenris from saying anything... Well that.. and the fact the the mage was 'sucking' on his finger and mumbling to justice still with his finger in his mouth. .πŸ’› #ninethchapter #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part9 #dragonagelovelife #fingersucking

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Life choices.. His life choices sucked! He phased through his front door, almost stubled over one of the corpse remains and strode up the stairs to his room. .
*What did I doooo!! Vishante KAFFAS!! I.. But how.. Why did I.. Ugh!!! ..I need a drink or maybe the whole cellar would be good..UGH*
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Fenris removed his gauntlets, breastplate and everything that was to uncomfortable to sleep in. Or in this case lay on the floor with for the whole night, while he drank his confusion away.
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Fenris walked back down too reach his wine cellars and grabbed 3 bottles of old looking wine bottles, Vintages? He opened one and sniffed the contend, he hummed and took a sip. He walked back up the stairs to his room and while walking he almost finished the first bottle.
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He had kissed the mage. Because he had made a fool of him, because he had startled him with a kiss on the cheek. He could blame it on that, the alcohol or simply that he wanted to shut the mage up. .
But he knew the actual reason was that he had liked the way Anders was laughing and held a twinkle in his eyes when he looked at him. He liked it when Anders looked at him in that way, that it was a look for him only and because of him that Anders looked happier. .
When he was close enough to touch and he had said he 'liked' his happy expressions, he had been mind blown for a few seconds.
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*But- why did I... He was so shocked- but his lips where so soft and full. I could feel him relax and he wanted to kiss me back... Or did I imagine that- he leaned in when I stepped back and I- KAFFAS!! I sound like a love struck maiden!*
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Fenris threw the empty bottle against all the other wine splatters on the wall and the broken glass pieces on the ground clincked when the new sharts hit and joined them on the dirty floor. He sat at the edge of his bed and reached for the second bottle next to his right foot.
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.πŸ’› Life choices.. His life choices sucked! He phased through his front door, almost stubled over one of the corpse remains and strode up the stairs to his room. . *What did I doooo!! Vishante KAFFAS!! I.. But how.. Why did I.. Ugh!!! ..I need a drink or maybe the whole cellar would be good..UGH* . Fenris removed his gauntlets, breastplate and everything that was to uncomfortable to sleep in. Or in this case lay on the floor with for the whole night, while he drank his confusion away. . Fenris walked back down too reach his wine cellars and grabbed 3 bottles of old looking wine bottles, Vintages? He opened one and sniffed the contend, he hummed and took a sip. He walked back up the stairs to his room and while walking he almost finished the first bottle. . He had kissed the mage. Because he had made a fool of him, because he had startled him with a kiss on the cheek. He could blame it on that, the alcohol or simply that he wanted to shut the mage up. . But he knew the actual reason was that he had liked the way Anders was laughing and held a twinkle in his eyes when he looked at him. He liked it when Anders looked at him in that way, that it was a look for him only and because of him that Anders looked happier. . When he was close enough to touch and he had said he 'liked' his happy expressions, he had been mind blown for a few seconds. . *But- why did I... He was so shocked- but his lips where so soft and full. I could feel him relax and he wanted to kiss me back... Or did I imagine that- he leaned in when I stepped back and I- KAFFAS!! I sound like a love struck maiden!* . Fenris threw the empty bottle against all the other wine splatters on the wall and the broken glass pieces on the ground clincked when the new sharts hit and joined them on the dirty floor. He sat at the edge of his bed and reached for the second bottle next to his right foot. .πŸ’› #eighthchapter #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part8 #dragonagelovelife

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He didn't know why he did it. All he knows was that it helpt stop the mage from laughing, making a fool out of him and himself. It stopt literally stopped everything for a few seconds and he was just as shocked when he stepped back looking at the mage his expression.
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Anders was stunned and stood still in the same position, his body was slightly shaking, eyes wide and his expression held a mix of uttershock and... Intrest. His breath was even, but his body was still figuring out what to do with the situation. He could see the wheels turning in the mage his head.
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Suddenly the mage straightened his stance, all traces of drunkness gone, except for the blush and the blown pupils. Fenris flinched and felt his body grow hot under his gaze. .
He tried to step back and bid the mage a goodnight and walk home.. no make that run. He would run home and think about his life choices. But he was stuck, his legs refused to move and listen to him. He needed to go home. Now!
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The mage licked his lips and Fenris flared his markings so bright that it had hurt for a split second, but it had helped him to regain the control over his legs once again. The light had also shocked a few bypassers, who now ran away from the elf and the healer. The mage was rubbing his eyes, probably trying to get rid of the white spots on his vision and hopefully the preditory look he just had would be gone.
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.πŸ’› He didn't know why he did it. All he knows was that it helpt stop the mage from laughing, making a fool out of him and himself. It stopt literally stopped everything for a few seconds and he was just as shocked when he stepped back looking at the mage his expression. . Anders was stunned and stood still in the same position, his body was slightly shaking, eyes wide and his expression held a mix of uttershock and... Intrest. His breath was even, but his body was still figuring out what to do with the situation. He could see the wheels turning in the mage his head. . Suddenly the mage straightened his stance, all traces of drunkness gone, except for the blush and the blown pupils. Fenris flinched and felt his body grow hot under his gaze. . He tried to step back and bid the mage a goodnight and walk home.. no make that run. He would run home and think about his life choices. But he was stuck, his legs refused to move and listen to him. He needed to go home. Now! . The mage licked his lips and Fenris flared his markings so bright that it had hurt for a split second, but it had helped him to regain the control over his legs once again. The light had also shocked a few bypassers, who now ran away from the elf and the healer. The mage was rubbing his eyes, probably trying to get rid of the white spots on his vision and hopefully the preditory look he just had would be gone. .πŸ’› #seventhchapter #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part7 #dragonagelovelife

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'I called your names many times, Fwenris. You didn't react, no even to my finger snappins.' The mage slightly pouted but then squeezed his hand and he reflexly squeezed back, 'Bwut you did react to that, so I thought, 'let me give him something sweet and that would not startle him' and it worked!!' The mage slurredly explained while he smiled and lowered his face again only a few centimeters from Fenris his face and mumbled; 'plus, the way you blush, the way your ears colour and twitch is the best and cutest reaction I've seen you have in fohever. Actually it's the most amazing expression you have. I really like it'
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Fenris tried to take a step back or turn his head but he was distracted by the way the mage his eyes lightened even in the shimmers of darktowns night, how the lose hairs framed his face, the few freckles that found their place on his cheekbones and nose stoodout with the drunken blush and how his warm breath caressed his lips. .
He could smell the mulled wine and the sweet liquid from those shots on the mage his breath. When it fanned against his lips and nostrils he subconciously licked his lips only to curse himself two seconds later in Tevene when he saw the mage's smile widen when he had done it.
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Fenris ears burned hot with embarrasment, he all but huffed, untangled his hand and crossed his arms. 'S-stop smiling, mage. It's annoying... Stop it, you fool mage!'
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.πŸ’› 'I called your names many times, Fwenris. You didn't react, no even to my finger snappins.' The mage slightly pouted but then squeezed his hand and he reflexly squeezed back, 'Bwut you did react to that, so I thought, 'let me give him something sweet and that would not startle him' and it worked!!' The mage slurredly explained while he smiled and lowered his face again only a few centimeters from Fenris his face and mumbled; 'plus, the way you blush, the way your ears colour and twitch is the best and cutest reaction I've seen you have in fohever. Actually it's the most amazing expression you have. I really like it' . Fenris tried to take a step back or turn his head but he was distracted by the way the mage his eyes lightened even in the shimmers of darktowns night, how the lose hairs framed his face, the few freckles that found their place on his cheekbones and nose stoodout with the drunken blush and how his warm breath caressed his lips. . He could smell the mulled wine and the sweet liquid from those shots on the mage his breath. When it fanned against his lips and nostrils he subconciously licked his lips only to curse himself two seconds later in Tevene when he saw the mage's smile widen when he had done it. . Fenris ears burned hot with embarrasment, he all but huffed, untangled his hand and crossed his arms. 'S-stop smiling, mage. It's annoying... Stop it, you fool mage!' .πŸ’› #sixstchapter #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part6 #dragonagelovelife

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Fenris had said nothing but he had made a note to him self to be nicer. He once had to see his former master wip a slave for spilling wine near a guest his feet. It had been horrible to watch and he wished he never would be at the recieving end. To think that the mage had-
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So he felt a connection because of their similar pasts.. And he could not deny that the times the mage did smile or laugh he would enjoy the sound and looking at the man.
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It had been bothering him for some months and tried to hide his 'growing feelings' with halve hearted bickering and saying yes to every whim from Hawke. But now, on the whole way down, It bothered him slightly more, because they where touching. He hated toch and especially the touch of a mage, because his marking reacted to them. But the mage his hands felt pleasant, warm and soft. Even his markings didn't hurt or react, unless he used magic.
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He looked at the joined hands and wondered how they would feel on his body, how the mage would caress him and if they ever really would willingly touch him?
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Fenris was so lost in his thoughts to him not noticing that they had arrived at the front door of the mage his clinic and said mage was trying to open his front door with one unsteady hand grumbling and groaning for his attention.
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.πŸ’› Fenris had said nothing but he had made a note to him self to be nicer. He once had to see his former master wip a slave for spilling wine near a guest his feet. It had been horrible to watch and he wished he never would be at the recieving end. To think that the mage had- . So he felt a connection because of their similar pasts.. And he could not deny that the times the mage did smile or laugh he would enjoy the sound and looking at the man. . It had been bothering him for some months and tried to hide his 'growing feelings' with halve hearted bickering and saying yes to every whim from Hawke. But now, on the whole way down, It bothered him slightly more, because they where touching. He hated toch and especially the touch of a mage, because his marking reacted to them. But the mage his hands felt pleasant, warm and soft. Even his markings didn't hurt or react, unless he used magic. . He looked at the joined hands and wondered how they would feel on his body, how the mage would caress him and if they ever really would willingly touch him? . Fenris was so lost in his thoughts to him not noticing that they had arrived at the front door of the mage his clinic and said mage was trying to open his front door with one unsteady hand grumbling and groaning for his attention. .πŸ’› #fifthchapter #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part5 #dragonagelovelife

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The mage still smiled, he drunkenly giggled, entwining their hands together and held a twinkle in his eyes. Fenris looked at the pleased face and then lowered his gaze to their hands. He sighed, blushed and started walking the mage down to his clinic, while holding the mage his left hand in his right one. .
4 staires later, they had reached the darktown clinic and the abomination had half drapped himself over Fenris again, still holding his hand. .
Fenris didn't mind the hand holding and mage blanket, but his mind told him that he should mind. Hawke had rejected him, he felt down and went to get a drink in the hanged man. Thats why he was with the mage, they had met because he was in the same situation. He also got rejected and needed a drink. Maybe that's why he liked the touch, because he needed comfort? .
No... He felt something different for the mage. Yes, he hated mages because of his past, but after so many years with this idiot mage, he could hardly hate the blabbing fool.
At first all the words the mage said would anger him, just because he could wield magic. But when he started to actually listen to the stories, he started to understand that not all mages over thedas where treated right. Fereldan was definitally a different story than Tevinter. He would never admit it to the mage, if not provoked or asked, but he now understood his dislike for circles better.
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He always kept his neutral expression when the mage started blabbing about his past, experience with and outside the circle, or how the chantry's ignoring wasn't better than how the templars behaved.
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.πŸ’› The mage still smiled, he drunkenly giggled, entwining their hands together and held a twinkle in his eyes. Fenris looked at the pleased face and then lowered his gaze to their hands. He sighed, blushed and started walking the mage down to his clinic, while holding the mage his left hand in his right one. . 4 staires later, they had reached the darktown clinic and the abomination had half drapped himself over Fenris again, still holding his hand. . Fenris didn't mind the hand holding and mage blanket, but his mind told him that he should mind. Hawke had rejected him, he felt down and went to get a drink in the hanged man. Thats why he was with the mage, they had met because he was in the same situation. He also got rejected and needed a drink. Maybe that's why he liked the touch, because he needed comfort? . No... He felt something different for the mage. Yes, he hated mages because of his past, but after so many years with this idiot mage, he could hardly hate the blabbing fool. At first all the words the mage said would anger him, just because he could wield magic. But when he started to actually listen to the stories, he started to understand that not all mages over thedas where treated right. Fereldan was definitally a different story than Tevinter. He would never admit it to the mage, if not provoked or asked, but he now understood his dislike for circles better. . He always kept his neutral expression when the mage started blabbing about his past, experience with and outside the circle, or how the chantry's ignoring wasn't better than how the templars behaved. .πŸ’› #fourthchapter #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part4 #dragonagelovelife

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'Hhmmm, You smewll soo snice, Fwenris. I cwould eat you right now~' The mage all but purred against his skin and nipped at the sensetive flesh, moving up to nip at his earlobe.
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Fenris grumbled and tried to suppress a shudder. He slapped the mage his hands, whom where traveling south, away and pushed the warm face from his neck. 'Stop it mage. I am walking you home and ther- there will be NO snacking on elfs on the way.'
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The abomination blinked at him for a few seconds and started giggling like an idiot. Fenris felt his ears twitch and grow hot with a flush because of the drunken words he used. *why did I- ugh..I so hope he won't remeber that.. Kaffas!!*
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'You made a joke... Sera grumpy, made a joke.' Anders suddenly smilled and held his face with both hands. Slowly rubbing circles on his warm cheeks with his tumbs, warming the reddened skin more. 'You should make more jokes and brood less, You look happier when you do. I like a happy you.'
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He stood still for a few minutes, brooding over what the mage said, while Anders kept rubbing Fenris his cheeks and smiling softly at him. Fenris relaxed further into the touch and felt a shy smile creep up on his lips.
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.πŸ’› 'Hhmmm, You smewll soo snice, Fwenris. I cwould eat you right now~' The mage all but purred against his skin and nipped at the sensetive flesh, moving up to nip at his earlobe. . Fenris grumbled and tried to suppress a shudder. He slapped the mage his hands, whom where traveling south, away and pushed the warm face from his neck. 'Stop it mage. I am walking you home and ther- there will be NO snacking on elfs on the way.' . The abomination blinked at him for a few seconds and started giggling like an idiot. Fenris felt his ears twitch and grow hot with a flush because of the drunken words he used. *why did I- ugh..I so hope he won't remeber that.. Kaffas!!* . 'You made a joke... Sera grumpy, made a joke.' Anders suddenly smilled and held his face with both hands. Slowly rubbing circles on his warm cheeks with his tumbs, warming the reddened skin more. 'You should make more jokes and brood less, You look happier when you do. I like a happy you.' . He stood still for a few minutes, brooding over what the mage said, while Anders kept rubbing Fenris his cheeks and smiling softly at him. Fenris relaxed further into the touch and felt a shy smile creep up on his lips. .πŸ’› #thirdchapter #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part3 #dragonagelovelife

Chapter 3, from Bottoms Up.
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*Kaffas!! This was really happening. I am- and for a mage- An abomination on top of that. But yesterday was... we had for the first time a nice evening without the help of Hawke and co. He made me laugh multiple times and- I felt at ease, for the first in a very long time.. I felt.. happy. I-I understand him and he- he makes me.. He understands me. He promissed me. I- I promissed him. I must keep it***sigh** .
Fenris inhaled the mage his musk mixed with elfroot, splindleweed, mint and sex. He snuggled closer against the warm body and started thinking; How did they end up from brokenhearted drunks, to bed partners and him starting to have .. *..sigh..real actual 'Feelings' for a mage*.
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Fenris was warm and 'fuzzy' on the inside. The Abomination had been generous by giving him mulled wine on his tab, held him company even when he was broodier than normal and he had enjoyed his company in return. They had talked and for the first time it was not about mages and mage rights, just small talk and jokes.
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Eventhough the mage his jokes were horrible and he cringed with the thought that he had laughed at some of them, he was still pleased at how the evening had ended.
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The mage had started to grab his attention more over the past monthes, in a pleasant way and this was quite a happy way to end the first sour day, whit him and the mage just having *fun*.
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Was what he thought before he had a huge drunken, mumbling human drapped over one shoulders and his tipsy legs trying to keep him and the mage steady. .πŸ’›
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Chapter 3, from Bottoms Up. .πŸ’› *Kaffas!! This was really happening. I am- and for a mage- An abomination on top of that. But yesterday was... we had for the first time a nice evening without the help of Hawke and co. He made me laugh multiple times and- I felt at ease, for the first in a very long time.. I felt.. happy. I-I understand him and he- he makes me.. He understands me. He promissed me. I- I promissed him. I must keep it***sigh** . Fenris inhaled the mage his musk mixed with elfroot, splindleweed, mint and sex. He snuggled closer against the warm body and started thinking; How did they end up from brokenhearted drunks, to bed partners and him starting to have .. *..sigh..real actual 'Feelings' for a mage*. . -------------------- last night --------------------- . Fenris was warm and 'fuzzy' on the inside. The Abomination had been generous by giving him mulled wine on his tab, held him company even when he was broodier than normal and he had enjoyed his company in return. They had talked and for the first time it was not about mages and mage rights, just small talk and jokes. . Eventhough the mage his jokes were horrible and he cringed with the thought that he had laughed at some of them, he was still pleased at how the evening had ended. . The mage had started to grab his attention more over the past monthes, in a pleasant way and this was quite a happy way to end the first sour day, whit him and the mage just having *fun*. . Was what he thought before he had a huge drunken, mumbling human drapped over one shoulders and his tipsy legs trying to keep him and the mage steady. .πŸ’› #secondchapter #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part2 #dragonagelovelife #chapter3

Chapter 3, from Bottoms Up.
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His lower back throbbed with pain and the muscles in his thight where also throbbing. He carefully inched closer, used one arm as leverage to get higher up whitout flinching and craned his neck just so, to see a peacefull expression on the sleeping mans face.
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His ears twitched when he heard a soft sigh and felt a swift shift onto his mattress. Fenris carefully lowered himself next to the mage again, relaxed his muscles, ignored the trembles and pretended to be asleep. .
He heard the mage groan, mubble something and felt the pull on his marks. He huffed softly and had to hold back a chuckle, the mage had a hangover. Ofcourse he had, after all the alcohol they had consumed.
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Last night he had enjoyed the interaction between them at the hanged man, it had softend and warmed his mood together with the deliscious mulled wine. But with his years of drinking experience and his wine cellar raiding evenings, his alcohol tollerance had become quite high. Even after those 'shots' the bar wench had given them, he still had dragged them to their seperate homes. .
He did remembered everything from yesterday, it took all of fenris his willpower not to break the promise he had made with the mage.
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Fenris watched the mage turn around, away from the sun and face his way. His facial feature changes every few seconds, his eyes still closed but he was definitely still lost in his thoughts. When his features started to form a frown, Fenris wondered what would happen if he closed in on the mage. Would he open his eyes? Sleep futher? Would he frown more? Fidged or push him away? W-would he remember his confession..
*hhhmm. One way to find out.. here goes.. everything..*
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Chapter 3, from Bottoms Up. .πŸ’› His lower back throbbed with pain and the muscles in his thight where also throbbing. He carefully inched closer, used one arm as leverage to get higher up whitout flinching and craned his neck just so, to see a peacefull expression on the sleeping mans face. . His ears twitched when he heard a soft sigh and felt a swift shift onto his mattress. Fenris carefully lowered himself next to the mage again, relaxed his muscles, ignored the trembles and pretended to be asleep. . He heard the mage groan, mubble something and felt the pull on his marks. He huffed softly and had to hold back a chuckle, the mage had a hangover. Ofcourse he had, after all the alcohol they had consumed. . Last night he had enjoyed the interaction between them at the hanged man, it had softend and warmed his mood together with the deliscious mulled wine. But with his years of drinking experience and his wine cellar raiding evenings, his alcohol tollerance had become quite high. Even after those 'shots' the bar wench had given them, he still had dragged them to their seperate homes. . He did remembered everything from yesterday, it took all of fenris his willpower not to break the promise he had made with the mage. . Fenris watched the mage turn around, away from the sun and face his way. His facial feature changes every few seconds, his eyes still closed but he was definitely still lost in his thoughts. When his features started to form a frown, Fenris wondered what would happen if he closed in on the mage. Would he open his eyes? Sleep futher? Would he frown more? Fidged or push him away? W-would he remember his confession.. *hhhmm. One way to find out.. here goes.. everything..* .πŸ’› #firstchapter #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part1 #endchapter #chapterbeginning

Epilogue of Chapter 2, from Bottoms Up.
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There shall be more~ Chapter 3 is written x'D
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He turned his back against the door and slid down, leaned with his head agains the door and heard a slide and a thumb. That ment they sat back to back against eachother, only with this blasted door between them.
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Suddenly he heard a soft sniffle from the other side, he thought it was just Fenris who sniffed but it happened again and faster. .πŸ’›
*Shit!! I-I made him cry... I made F-Fenris cry.. JUSTICE I MADE FENRIS CRY!! Aaaahhhh!!*
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** STOP THIS NONSENSE!! OFCOURSE YOU MADE HIM CRY AFTER YOUR WORDS YESTERDAY!! YOU ARE A FOOL!!**
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*But I can't remeber the half of it- and now I feel.. shit, do you hear that... I made him laugh and saw him truely happy for the first time... And n-now I ruined i-'
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Anders head had shot back so fast and hard, that it had startled the sniffles from fenris and probably had dented the wood of the door. He saw black splots in his vision and suddenly he was falling and hit his head again but this time on bathroom tiles.
*thanks Justice... Just what I needed..*
**fool mage**
Justice grumbled and went back to his own corner and left Anders with the warrior.
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'A-Anders.. wha- Are you alright?'
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Anders groaned and opened his eyes, his vission was met with a beautiful white haired elf with bloodshot red eyes, the tearstreams still wet on his face.
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He reached up and brought the elfs forehead against his and looked deep into those green orbs and a sad smile broke his calm espression.
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'I am sorry that my hangover and alcohol tollerance made me break my promise to you. I never wish to see you like this again, I promised myself that I would do everything in my power to make you smile. Will you forgive me? Please, Amatus?'
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Fenris exhaled a shuddering breath and sniffed a hiccup away. He looked already better with the soft smile and all Anders did was give a soft kiss on his lips.
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'Yes.. fool mage... My fool mage.'
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Now that made him chuckle.
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Epilogue of Chapter 2, from Bottoms Up. .πŸ’› There shall be more~ Chapter 3 is written x'D .πŸ’› He turned his back against the door and slid down, leaned with his head agains the door and heard a slide and a thumb. That ment they sat back to back against eachother, only with this blasted door between them. .πŸ’› Suddenly he heard a soft sniffle from the other side, he thought it was just Fenris who sniffed but it happened again and faster. .πŸ’› *Shit!! I-I made him cry... I made F-Fenris cry.. JUSTICE I MADE FENRIS CRY!! Aaaahhhh!!* .πŸ’› ** STOP THIS NONSENSE!! OFCOURSE YOU MADE HIM CRY AFTER YOUR WORDS YESTERDAY!! YOU ARE A FOOL!!** .πŸ’› *But I can't remeber the half of it- and now I feel.. shit, do you hear that... I made him laugh and saw him truely happy for the first time... And n-now I ruined i-' .πŸ’› Anders head had shot back so fast and hard, that it had startled the sniffles from fenris and probably had dented the wood of the door. He saw black splots in his vision and suddenly he was falling and hit his head again but this time on bathroom tiles. *thanks Justice... Just what I needed..* **fool mage** Justice grumbled and went back to his own corner and left Anders with the warrior. .πŸ’› 'A-Anders.. wha- Are you alright?' .πŸ’› Anders groaned and opened his eyes, his vission was met with a beautiful white haired elf with bloodshot red eyes, the tearstreams still wet on his face. .πŸ’› He reached up and brought the elfs forehead against his and looked deep into those green orbs and a sad smile broke his calm espression. .πŸ’› 'I am sorry that my hangover and alcohol tollerance made me break my promise to you. I never wish to see you like this again, I promised myself that I would do everything in my power to make you smile. Will you forgive me? Please, Amatus?' .πŸ’› Fenris exhaled a shuddering breath and sniffed a hiccup away. He looked already better with the soft smile and all Anders did was give a soft kiss on his lips. .πŸ’› 'Yes.. fool mage... My fool mage.' .πŸ’› Now that made him chuckle. .πŸ’› #eigthchapter #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #emotions #angsty #angst

Part 6 of Chapter 2, from Bottoms Up.
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Correction, They where still naked, in bed, laying closely together. When Fenris was done stretching he placed his arms around Anders his neck and inched closer untill they were flush agains each other. Fenris looked Anders in the eyes, again and this time he flushed a little, ear tips turning a bit red and still looked sort of shy but confident. 'You need to stop worrying, mage. If I wanted you dead, you wouldn't even have time to worry about that fact.'
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All Anders could do was gape like a fish and than just shrug and place his hands around the elfs waist. 'I really-.. How in Andraste did we-.. I just-...' **sigh** Fenris kissed Anders his forehead, a small frown was created there and he kissed it again.
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'Do you actually *Like* me? I know we both have/had a thing for hawk and I never would have thought this scenerio would ever happen. But-'
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'Shut. Up. Anders.'
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Anders was cut off when two soft lips made speaking imposible and less the priority at that exact moment. Fenris had a soft grip on his hair and placed one leg over his hips, Anders felt that the warrior was tense but also determined to get his point across. All he did was place one hand on the dip of Fenris' back, traced the other hand over a muscular back into those soft white locks and he felt the Elf relax in his hold.
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This Kiss was just like in the dream, just like.. *Last Night*, soft, sensual, pasion filled and delicious. Where words where made into motion telling him what he needed to know for just this moment.
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Part 6 of Chapter 2, from Bottoms Up. .πŸ’› Correction, They where still naked, in bed, laying closely together. When Fenris was done stretching he placed his arms around Anders his neck and inched closer untill they were flush agains each other. Fenris looked Anders in the eyes, again and this time he flushed a little, ear tips turning a bit red and still looked sort of shy but confident. 'You need to stop worrying, mage. If I wanted you dead, you wouldn't even have time to worry about that fact.' . All Anders could do was gape like a fish and than just shrug and place his hands around the elfs waist. 'I really-.. How in Andraste did we-.. I just-...' **sigh** Fenris kissed Anders his forehead, a small frown was created there and he kissed it again. . 'Do you actually *Like* me? I know we both have/had a thing for hawk and I never would have thought this scenerio would ever happen. But-' . 'Shut. Up. Anders.' . Anders was cut off when two soft lips made speaking imposible and less the priority at that exact moment. Fenris had a soft grip on his hair and placed one leg over his hips, Anders felt that the warrior was tense but also determined to get his point across. All he did was place one hand on the dip of Fenris' back, traced the other hand over a muscular back into those soft white locks and he felt the Elf relax in his hold. . This Kiss was just like in the dream, just like.. *Last Night*, soft, sensual, pasion filled and delicious. Where words where made into motion telling him what he needed to know for just this moment. .πŸ’› #sixstchapter #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part6

Part 5 of Chapter 2, from Bottoms Up. (I reaally wanted to make Justice make a justice joke, 'He did you Justice' but I cried and then decided against it x'D)
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*You- you're just.. I can't believe you. You said you hated him and NOW you change your mind.. I a- you, are a lyrium pervert.* Justice chuckled and left to leave Anders with his thoughts. Anders scowled him and sighed.
When Anders dared look at Fenris again, he saw that the elf held a quirck on his lips that formed a sort of smile and just these small things, nobody normaly saw, did things to him. *Fenris smiled, he actually.. sort of smiled. At me..I hope. Maybe he thinks I am crazy...*
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'You look really shocked for someone who barged in on someone in the middle of the night, demanding nug ham.'
. Anders didn't know what to do or what to say, he was prepared for a fight or an argument.. Not this gentleness, wasn't the gentleness ment for Hawke, he should be screaming and threatning him to never tell a soul. That he would rip his heart out if Varric or Isabella ever found out. Not him touching his face, removing strands of hair from back behind his ear,running his hands through his locks and looking at him with a questional and affectionate look. 'Mage, stop it.' .
'I am so sorry! Don't kill me!' Anders squinted his eyes shut and waited for the blow. But it never came. *Wait Fenris said stop it.. stop what?* Anders opened one of his eyes and saw Fenris smirk, no quirk of his lips, but just a smirk. *What is happening!! I am going nuts.* 'S-Sorry what? W-What am I supose to stop?'
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Part 5 of Chapter 2, from Bottoms Up. (I reaally wanted to make Justice make a justice joke, 'He did you Justice' but I cried and then decided against it x'D) .πŸ’› *You- you're just.. I can't believe you. You said you hated him and NOW you change your mind.. I a- you, are a lyrium pervert.* Justice chuckled and left to leave Anders with his thoughts. Anders scowled him and sighed. When Anders dared look at Fenris again, he saw that the elf held a quirck on his lips that formed a sort of smile and just these small things, nobody normaly saw, did things to him. *Fenris smiled, he actually.. sort of smiled. At me..I hope. Maybe he thinks I am crazy...* . 'You look really shocked for someone who barged in on someone in the middle of the night, demanding nug ham.' . Anders didn't know what to do or what to say, he was prepared for a fight or an argument.. Not this gentleness, wasn't the gentleness ment for Hawke, he should be screaming and threatning him to never tell a soul. That he would rip his heart out if Varric or Isabella ever found out. Not him touching his face, removing strands of hair from back behind his ear,running his hands through his locks and looking at him with a questional and affectionate look. 'Mage, stop it.' . 'I am so sorry! Don't kill me!' Anders squinted his eyes shut and waited for the blow. But it never came. *Wait Fenris said stop it.. stop what?* Anders opened one of his eyes and saw Fenris smirk, no quirk of his lips, but just a smirk. *What is happening!! I am going nuts.* 'S-Sorry what? W-What am I supose to stop?' .πŸ’› #fifthchapter #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part5

Part 4 of Chapter 2, from Bottoms Up.
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But he knew the passion wasn't ment for him. Fenris probably sought release for the feelings he had held voor Hawke and Anders had just barged in after their drunken night and nug ham night snacking.
Something twisted into Anders his abdomen. He had enjoyed it, he still felt buzzed, he hasn't felt this satisfied after sex in years and to think the moment Fenris wakes up, he will probably be thrown out.
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It did something unpleasant to him. The feeling twisted in his stomach and he felt is heart clench. Anders clenched his jaw and frowned while squinting. *Why does this stupid elf and his bed skills hit me so hard.. I don't even get along with him. He hates magic, hates spirits, he hates my guts and I am a mage, hosting a spirit who drives him crazy.. and not in a good way. Or maybe a little bit in a good way, the noises he made.. Sweet Maker.*
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Anders was brought back from his thoughts when a soft hand slowly touched his cheeck and then made circular motions between his brows. 'Don't frown mage. It's to early for that.' He opened his eyes and was met with heavy lidded emerald green eyes looking at him without a single trace of spite, regret or hate. Just Fenris looking at him with his big beautifull emerald eyes.
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His breath hitched and he felt his jaw drop.
He wanted to say something but he couldn't think of anything to say.
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Anders saw how Fenris his expression slightly changed to one with a questional look but within a second he just chuckled at him. Fenris' voice was still deep from sleep and the sound went straight to Anders his groin and making him shudder with want.
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Part 4 of Chapter 2, from Bottoms Up. .πŸ’› But he knew the passion wasn't ment for him. Fenris probably sought release for the feelings he had held voor Hawke and Anders had just barged in after their drunken night and nug ham night snacking. Something twisted into Anders his abdomen. He had enjoyed it, he still felt buzzed, he hasn't felt this satisfied after sex in years and to think the moment Fenris wakes up, he will probably be thrown out. . It did something unpleasant to him. The feeling twisted in his stomach and he felt is heart clench. Anders clenched his jaw and frowned while squinting. *Why does this stupid elf and his bed skills hit me so hard.. I don't even get along with him. He hates magic, hates spirits, he hates my guts and I am a mage, hosting a spirit who drives him crazy.. and not in a good way. Or maybe a little bit in a good way, the noises he made.. Sweet Maker.* . Anders was brought back from his thoughts when a soft hand slowly touched his cheeck and then made circular motions between his brows. 'Don't frown mage. It's to early for that.' He opened his eyes and was met with heavy lidded emerald green eyes looking at him without a single trace of spite, regret or hate. Just Fenris looking at him with his big beautifull emerald eyes. . His breath hitched and he felt his jaw drop. He wanted to say something but he couldn't think of anything to say. . Anders saw how Fenris his expression slightly changed to one with a questional look but within a second he just chuckled at him. Fenris' voice was still deep from sleep and the sound went straight to Anders his groin and making him shudder with want. .πŸ’› #fourthchapter #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part4

Part 3 of Chapter 2, feom Bottoms Up.
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He vaguely remembered an argument with justice and a sudden need for nug ham. *really brain.. nug ham?* Anders furrowed at the thought.
He had been pacing his clinic and then walked out, locking it before he left for hightown.
He had not encountered bandits or assassins, he had walked straight to the abandoned mansion he and his friends knew so well and they all knew it was infact not abandoned, but occupied by a broody elf.
Anders tensed. *no..have I.. Fenris, was the only one who still had some nug ham, yes.. And he cherished.. no, guards it like it's gold. But it couldn't be..* He had dreamed about him having a quite lively night. Eating ham, talking, laughing... Suddenly he remembered hot kisses and rough touches.
It had escalated somehow to him beeing dragged upstairs to a bed. But once he had hit the bed the treatment turned to soft touches and caresses he wasn't used to.
He remembered that his partner had been gentle the whole time, the soft kisses that where placed over his body were with care and affection, how they had joined, how his body was filled just right, hitting all the right spots and that the slow rhythm had drove him crazy and had made him into a begging mess.
He remebered the kissing during the sex, it had been gentle, but filled with passion and unspoken emotions. He had come undone so many times, he remembered soft whispers, lovely words, while his partner still kept the slow pace and placed butterfly kisses around his neck and shoulders.
He had felt wanted again, the pleasure was not just because of the release but also when the act happened. His body had burned with need and desire, but had been given the right attention and tenderness to make his heart ache. He felt his heart flutter for a second and encouraged himself to face the reality that waited for him.
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Part 3 of Chapter 2, feom Bottoms Up. .πŸ’› He vaguely remembered an argument with justice and a sudden need for nug ham. *really brain.. nug ham?* Anders furrowed at the thought. He had been pacing his clinic and then walked out, locking it before he left for hightown. He had not encountered bandits or assassins, he had walked straight to the abandoned mansion he and his friends knew so well and they all knew it was infact not abandoned, but occupied by a broody elf. Anders tensed. *no..have I.. Fenris, was the only one who still had some nug ham, yes.. And he cherished.. no, guards it like it's gold. But it couldn't be..* He had dreamed about him having a quite lively night. Eating ham, talking, laughing... Suddenly he remembered hot kisses and rough touches. It had escalated somehow to him beeing dragged upstairs to a bed. But once he had hit the bed the treatment turned to soft touches and caresses he wasn't used to. He remembered that his partner had been gentle the whole time, the soft kisses that where placed over his body were with care and affection, how they had joined, how his body was filled just right, hitting all the right spots and that the slow rhythm had drove him crazy and had made him into a begging mess. He remebered the kissing during the sex, it had been gentle, but filled with passion and unspoken emotions. He had come undone so many times, he remembered soft whispers, lovely words, while his partner still kept the slow pace and placed butterfly kisses around his neck and shoulders. He had felt wanted again, the pleasure was not just because of the release but also when the act happened. His body had burned with need and desire, but had been given the right attention and tenderness to make his heart ache. He felt his heart flutter for a second and encouraged himself to face the reality that waited for him. .πŸ’› #thirdchapter #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part3

Part 2 of Chapter 2, from Bottoms Up.
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They both had lost count of who had drunk what, because suddenly fenris was at his fifth and he had just finished his fourth. He had ordered less for the Elf because he saw he already had been drinking, but appearently Fenris could careless and hold his liqour well.
When Anders tried to pull up his knee for a better possition, a pulling pain and throbbing in his knees gave him a small flashback of him trying to stand, failing, bumping his knees everytime, giving up in defeat and fenris dragging him through the hanged man towards the bar to pay, him dapped all over the lith body.
Anders remembered marie's face with a cat like grin and her placing 'shots' infront of him and the warrior. He should have know not to drink this after the mulled wine, he should have told Fenris about the strenght of the shot. Isabela HAD been talking about it for weeks and said that the stuff was expensive and an easy way to get drunk faster than drinking wiskey straight from the bottle.
Anders shifted in bed and felt a person shift next to him. *hhhmm, so I spent the night at someones place? Interesting.* He tried to remember what had happened after the shots. He and Fenris had looked at eachother before drinking the liquid, he saw that Fenris had held the same questional and 'whatever' look in his eyes and they had clinct glasses.
He remembered Fenris draging him through the hanged man, him saying goodbye when fenris had dropped him at his clinic and.. an awkward hug??.
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Part 2 of Chapter 2, from Bottoms Up. .πŸ’› They both had lost count of who had drunk what, because suddenly fenris was at his fifth and he had just finished his fourth. He had ordered less for the Elf because he saw he already had been drinking, but appearently Fenris could careless and hold his liqour well. When Anders tried to pull up his knee for a better possition, a pulling pain and throbbing in his knees gave him a small flashback of him trying to stand, failing, bumping his knees everytime, giving up in defeat and fenris dragging him through the hanged man towards the bar to pay, him dapped all over the lith body. Anders remembered marie's face with a cat like grin and her placing 'shots' infront of him and the warrior. He should have know not to drink this after the mulled wine, he should have told Fenris about the strenght of the shot. Isabela HAD been talking about it for weeks and said that the stuff was expensive and an easy way to get drunk faster than drinking wiskey straight from the bottle. Anders shifted in bed and felt a person shift next to him. *hhhmm, so I spent the night at someones place? Interesting.* He tried to remember what had happened after the shots. He and Fenris had looked at eachother before drinking the liquid, he saw that Fenris had held the same questional and 'whatever' look in his eyes and they had clinct glasses. He remembered Fenris draging him through the hanged man, him saying goodbye when fenris had dropped him at his clinic and.. an awkward hug??. .πŸ’› #firstchapter #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part2

This is the beginning of Chapter 2, from Bottoms up.
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Anders groaned happily when the pounding had reduced itself to a light buzzing and the warmth from his magic had made his fuzzy thoughts, just a little clearer. He took a minute, trying to remember last night and that delightfully hot dream.
He remembered, Hawke, the estate, Hawke rejecting him, she saying something about Fenris, him feeling down and then he remembered arguing with justice about the drinking.
Anders shifted on the soft bed turning just so that he was laying on his left side, facing away from the sun. Oh he could get used to this bed, it hugged him just right. He sighed and relaxed further and continued gathering his scattered thoughts.
After the argue and justice giving him premission to drink, he went to the hanged man and tried to find Varric.
Varric always had the right stories to cheer you up, but all he found was a full, overcrowded tavern and a sulking, brooding elf. He wasn't sure at first if he had understood Hawke's meaning for bringing up Fenris, but when he saw the mood and the defeated posture, he knew.
She had rejected him aswell, probably recently and he suddenly felt a sort of weird connection and affection towards the warrior. They had been through the same emotional rollercoaster of Hawke's rejection and he wanted to cheer Fenris up, together with his mood. I would be fun and his mood could hardly get worse.
So Anders remembered walking over to Marie, she was glad to see him out of darktown and promised to let his first drink go on her tab of the night. He remembered he ordered the mulled wine because he wanted something warm, something soothing, something that Fenris might like and a drink that would give an immediat effect if drunk to fast.
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This is the beginning of Chapter 2, from Bottoms up. .πŸ’› Anders groaned happily when the pounding had reduced itself to a light buzzing and the warmth from his magic had made his fuzzy thoughts, just a little clearer. He took a minute, trying to remember last night and that delightfully hot dream. He remembered, Hawke, the estate, Hawke rejecting him, she saying something about Fenris, him feeling down and then he remembered arguing with justice about the drinking. Anders shifted on the soft bed turning just so that he was laying on his left side, facing away from the sun. Oh he could get used to this bed, it hugged him just right. He sighed and relaxed further and continued gathering his scattered thoughts. After the argue and justice giving him premission to drink, he went to the hanged man and tried to find Varric. Varric always had the right stories to cheer you up, but all he found was a full, overcrowded tavern and a sulking, brooding elf. He wasn't sure at first if he had understood Hawke's meaning for bringing up Fenris, but when he saw the mood and the defeated posture, he knew. She had rejected him aswell, probably recently and he suddenly felt a sort of weird connection and affection towards the warrior. They had been through the same emotional rollercoaster of Hawke's rejection and he wanted to cheer Fenris up, together with his mood. I would be fun and his mood could hardly get worse. So Anders remembered walking over to Marie, she was glad to see him out of darktown and promised to let his first drink go on her tab of the night. He remembered he ordered the mulled wine because he wanted something warm, something soothing, something that Fenris might like and a drink that would give an immediat effect if drunk to fast. .πŸ’› #firstchapter #fenders #fenrisxanders #fenris #anders #tevinter #slave #circlemage #escaped #escapedslave #mage #abomination #fanfiction #selfwritten #rejected #hawkeromance #hawke #hangedman #dragonage #dragonage2 #dragonageyaoi #dragonagefan #dragonagefanfiction #part1

'There will be a life...far away.... and maybe one day we'll realize that we could've been perfect'
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